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Last night to darling's comfortzone. :)






































I just wanna do all that you love for you,
love grown,
feelings stronger

-

But , there's forever a but lingering.
go away but
don't allow but to be an issue here.

had badminton, sun, food, fun, & plainly just rounding round eastpt looking for suitable place for perfect chatting & slack. we waited, walked, chosed, anything you would ever thought of but nothing crossed our thoughts, because eastpt is sucha deaadddddd place. f bored, why are we there most of our time ? ooooohhhhh , cos his aunty condo is around that area. zzz. but come to think of it again , its not that bad cos its experience we talked about. & the moment had. :)

we came to this hanis for the first time, but for the first, we didnt really feel like it, but for the 2nd time, we felt okay so we settled down there . chatted & dar eventually told me his 1st yr in SP which did somehow make him missed it ...

:

Went home, do some restings and met darling to 85 to buy supper for his family, stayed over then.... :)

( This cosy thing , I;ll never forget it. :D )

I must type everyday inorder to remember what have been happening this 12hr of daylights.. well, met dar today for my place , badminton , east pt, his place. :)we'd 9 rounds of 21 ' balls ' & he lost it all. i damn strong. ;p

had quarrel w him due to 'cannot bathe @ his place' but we'd mend it back perhaps remembering what we'd once promised. so, everything was as usual again, happily but whenever the word happy , happily comes out, we'd gotta part for the day. so its abit, erm....

I shall make him meals tomorrow, perhaps, perhaps, western? :D and we;ll have alot of rounds of badminton. =))

Afew of cliques came by asking why hadn;t i have a tag, was wondering why too,,,, but guess was very much of not wanting others to comment/say whatevr i wrote. I mean, aren't blog supposed to be one of those places where you can rant as you wish, share as u wanna ? Why give chance to those people who fly by to bitch? :D okay la, but alot will be if so, why do you wanna hv a blog, why not have those pinkish daries in your room locked and write it all in there? I simply did that but that was way back , perhaps when we were in those, primary days? Because of trend la. because of keeping up to date, we're using what's most practical. woooo. why am I explaining? who do I owe then? hahahahaha.

opps.

and oh, its been I think a week eversince I last worked. have ended my days @ nokia but am going back very soon for 2 days a week as very parttime. :D people there's too great. I hardly wish to leave but due to studying math, hv decided then. :) Gona start studying next week. REALLY .

ok these days been awesome, just that a day, or less, were really bad. but anyway, thunder rain's over, lets welcome the super sunshine....;p


out with bf quite often. overnight @ his place on sunday, had go-kart on sunday under my block. there's this motorshow thing around my estate. saw a couple, nono a dozen of pretty ferraris and many that I don't regonise.




monday which was ystr, to ohhhhhh errm , safra tampines for our sakura . :) after which we headed to kampong cc for singing. just the 2 of us ! haha. imagine jerrome sings?! ;p





































tuesday, today to badminton , pool & east pt. .slack around with greeeentea huge + ruffles. :D




































people may change,
feelings might fade,

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but still,
you will be the one
i will hold on today tomorrow and the day after

,,,

and many many days later.

I damn hell lost all my links, knnnnnnnn~~~

yest went dear place slack, after which met cec to town for... okay anyway times with bf were awesome. i love him much much & he love me lot lot . aw crap. had fun then, : )

I don't know what had gottan over me to make such harsh decision ..I dont know if this were called moment of folly, trying to feel legal ; to prove anything or was it just for leisure. which were these are running through me????? but when I was there I know turning away isn't longer a choice. I'd it there, for eternity.

After it, I was thinking and asking if regret will be appearing, but even if there gona be, words or action are not going to help in anyways. so I;ll just see, and let it be my one & only -

I don't know if we'll be affected, I pray hard not as you , are all I ever wanted. I hope you will accept me then. I love you.

Kbox aftr that, to cheer me in one way or two. Thank you girl ;)

ystr to darling house, cdc, east coast, ;] had fun w darling all de way... we walked alot ..
i'm driving uber soon, yay.
my basic is on 20thmay
& my practical is on 11APRIL. ;p







































was us again, today . :) Been with dar quite often these days doing all sorta stuffss which really did make me fall in love with him again like I always did,,,,, :D you know , I've been falling....

I LOVE YOU DARLING



hello cec,
tue night chalet with this women .



















april couple yo!